On Tuesday the 1st of November I was diagnosed with breast cancer. Melbourne Cup day. I remember thinking that it was very un-Australian of me to be sitting in a doctor's waiting room at 3pm instead of watching the race. The race that stops the nation. No wonder that time slot was available :)
Now I am at the start of the biggest race of my life.
A week has passed in a blur of medical appointments, hospitals, information, advice, love and support. On the day of my diagnosis my beautiful friend Julia, for whom I am ever indebted, said to me "once we start this, there's no stopping - so you'd better get ready". I had no idea...
So here I am on the eve of my surgery, not to get too technical, but for those of my mates who like detail (and I know who you are,) I am having a lumpectomy on left breast for a grade II lobular cancer that is estimated to be about 2cm long. I have no breast cancer in my family and so, like many before me, assumed the lump was just hormonal and would go away. I have only been aware of its existence for a little over 1 month.
I have a medical team now named 'The Dream Team" taking care of me. My support crew have shown themselves to be a team from far and wide. Too many to name right now. But I think it's important that I acknowledge the amazing love and support that's been shown to me in such a short period of time. It has been an overwhelming and humbling experience.
The extraordinary kindness and love that people have extended to me makes it impossible for me to start individually identifying and thanking people. If you could put a monetary value to the amount of support I have been shown you could simply say, my account is full and overflowing.
Will try hard to update this blog on a regular basis and encourage lots of contact and updates from you guys on what's happening in your worlds. It was recommended to me that I use a blog site to stay in touch so that I can send regular updates for all to see, and that's what I intend to do.
I will start this race the way I will finish it, which is with strength and power. I would not be honest if I didn't confess that right now I am quite afraid. However, I feel wrapped in a blanket of love and support by all my amazing friends, colleagues and family.
Much love, Kym xxx
Gorgeous Kym, I'm here for you with strength and compassion, and endless love xxx
ReplyDeleteSpunky Bubble Kym :) ...... This curve ball will be hit right out of the Solar System and one Home Run coming up!!!!.... Be Brave and Be Strong, YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS ...... Love Mish X
ReplyDeleteNever far from my thoughts. Healing vibes onwards, upwards and outwards, tonight, tomorrow and beyond. As William A Ward once said: "A cloudy day is no match for a sunny disposition". Carol x
ReplyDeleteWhat a wonderful way to express your feelings and thoughts Kym :) we look forward to being a part of your journey, one that will take you on many paths.
ReplyDeleteYou are a positive role model to so many people and to see you face this head on with such strength and dignity is an inspiration. Will be thinking of you tomorrow Kym and watching for every home run! Lots of love Jo and Kookie xxx
I asked my mother the Sea to part waves for you; my father the Sun to shine on you; my grandmother the Moon to illuminate the path when its dark; and my sister the Wind to blow only good news your way. Brother Fire said he'd get back to me! Love, light & healing your way. As Ralph Waldo Emerson says "We acquire the strength we have overcome" Ruth x
ReplyDeleteKym, Only you could face this challenge with such poise and strength. I'll be thinking of you, praying for you and fighting for you along the way. Stay strong, be loved and know that you are the girl that can win this battle. Love Nicolle x
ReplyDeleteLove - first time I have used a Blog - good one! Just remember a girl from Cessnock can beat anything! xxx The Shervs p.s. Betsey also sends a lick and scratch your way.
ReplyDeleteWe're thinking good thoughts and sending positive vibes from the States. Good luck tomorrow! Paul and Betsy
ReplyDeleteMe and Barns are sending lots of love today!! He's sitting in the garden looking a bit down because aunty Kim is sick but I know he's sending his doggy telepathic vibes of good health and we all know how powerful they are!!! Hope today goes all right. See you soon.
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Rose and Barney xxx
Well blow me... Piddles has just fell over. After 20 years you bloody well knew I was coming to see you next year. I am gut wrenchingly devastated for you but if bloody mindiness, humour,love and picking on the poor English is the deal you need to get through this then you have a great start and the love of everyone you have touched with your freindship. Love from your English support club. Nick, Shaz, Jasmine and Juliette! xx come on girl give it heaps!
ReplyDeleteMy Goddess... You have always taken the time, energy & focus to change & impact a lot of people's lives. You've done this with great, knowledge, strength & determination. You believe in yourself & all that you are. You know there is something inside you that is greater than any obstacle!!
ReplyDeleteThe time has now come for you to focus on nobody else..but you! 'Your biggest challenge now, isn't anyone else. It's the ache in your heart & mind, & the burning in your body, & the voice inside you that yells "I CAN'T!" But you do not listen. You just push harder. Then you hear that voice fade away & start to whisper, "I CAN". that's the moment you discover that the person you thought you were is no match for the one you really are.'
You've achieved GREAT things in your life!! There's no stopping now!
Loads of Love & Laughter FOREVER & EVER!!
T xoxoxo
Best wishes for today. Love, hugs and a million kisses. From Kim, Justin, Kaitlyn and Tiegan.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful Kym, you have an uncanny way of making us all realise our own strengths and compassion because you us show yours. Love and sunshine xxx
ReplyDeleteYou are in my thoughts and I am wishing you the speediest of recoveries. :-)
ReplyDeleteThank you for the reassuring contact today!! It should have been the other way around... a vision of positive strength Beautiful Lady! The Elephants trunk is a represenation of your strength & power, as we discussed, & it's pointing up really high for you!!
ReplyDeleteBig, Warm, Gentle Hugs xoxoxo
Nobody could wish you more love and support than we do. You are constantly on our minds and in our prayers and we look forward to a positive result.
ReplyDeleteAll our love the Reid and McDonald clan xoxoxo
Kymi
ReplyDeleteYou are in our thoughts, all our love Heidy & Neil xx
ps that is a long elephant's trunk....
Heidy & Neil, that trunk has thick skin & it's wide as well as long, strong & sturdy! Lol Would you agree Kymmy? x
ReplyDeleteThis horrible thing that has invaded your body obviously doesn't know who it's messing with. Keep strong, you will win! xxx
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ReplyDeleteWhat an incredible spirit and the sense of humour in these circumstances when may of us would have just crumbled.
I have been thinking of you all day yesterday knowing you were having the surgery and hoping for the best case scenario.
It is great to know that you have not only jumped over the first hurdle but scaled it with room to spare in a true Olympic record setting style.
Keep it up as unfortunately it is a marathon not a sprint. Knowing you I also know you are up for the challange.
By the way there may be some great career opportunities in this blogging business.
I hear clever young things make $90K per year just for blogging about clothes they wear evey day.
Just think about all the fabulous things you could be paid to blog about.
Judging by the number of comments after only two posts I think you have great prospects in the bloggoverse as your follower base is obviously huge.
All you need now are some sponsors. Perhaps the folks that made that 'show your back side' unglamorous surgical gown for starters?!
Thinking of you, wishing you all the best and here if you ever need anything.
If I could write poems like you do I'd write one for you now, but I am afraid I am strictly 'prose' only girl.... and yes I talk too much and enough already, you have better things to do than read my 'essays'.
Love
Silvana R
Hey Kym
ReplyDeleteHolding you in thoughts and heart.
Lindyxx
Hi Kym - i found your blog through Kristen Jensen...I too am a breast cancer survivor and wrote a blog...it's a great way of keeping people informed as to how you are doing and also release feelings. I stopped writing in my blog when I felt it was time to end it but it's still out there for people to read. pinkribbontkd.blogspot.com
ReplyDeleteGodspeed on your journey and I'll be watching you :) Stay strong - you can do this! I will celebrate 5 years as a survivor Aug 2012!
Warm Regards,
Theresa Dering
Much love, strength and healthy visions of you and your happy future.. sending you lots of healing energy for today and all your tomorrow's xx
ReplyDeletebig hi-5's and explosive knuckles from Kade, he he ;) JaCinta
Go Kymmy - we've got our money on you. O'Briens xxx
ReplyDeleteYou can count on me Kym, I love you C x
ReplyDeleteJust Starting this journey… thank you for sharing your experience xxx
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